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In History class, and other random conversations, the question has been coming up. "Why are we here? As a human race, what is our purpose? And, does every single person have their own reason for being on this planet?"
-I can personally give you my opinion, and you may take from it what you will.

I believe everyone here has atleast one purpose; To learn as much as we possibly can while we are priveledged to be on this Earth. & perhaps, some people have extra purposes on this planet. The thing they would like to leave behind once they're gone. They thing they want to mainly accomplish before their departure. I just want to learn as much as I can, create something beautiful from my hands/produce something beautiful and unique from my own body, and leave positive marks on the people I loved, befriended, hardly knew. Everyone. And to those select few, hopefully, I can make the slightest positive change on their life. I can only hope I continue on working on my list. I'm not afraid of dying because, I've accomplished so much and learned so many things in the short time period I've been here. I've learned enough for a few lifetimes, in not even 1/4 of one. I'll continue with learning because I don't know everything, nor will I ever pretend to know everything. I'm still learning and I'll never ever stop, not until the day I drop. & even then, I doubt I'll be done. If there is an afterlife, I'll continue learning there, for that is why we're created. In my opinion atleast. We are created to learn, to love.

Tomorrow? Beach with Kelly, some accoustic guitar, french fries. I hope so.

Where are you immune system?

I can't stand being sick. I really can't. I have no immune system, and feel so weak whenever I do get sick. It always hits me mad hard. Takes a toll on me physically, and then it takes a toll on my grades at school. I'm still passing all of my classes, but I'm far more capable than what I'm doing. Really.

I'll be seeing you-

I bet you'd never guess; I like music from Billie Idol's, "I'll be seeing you" to System of a Down. I bet you'd never guess that I really love fashion, but you can never go wrong with a plain white tee and some blue jeans. I have a thing for shoes, but if I could I'd be bare foot all the time. I generally see the best in everyone, but sometimes the "worst" thing about someone is what I love the most. For such a young age, I feel twenty years older than I already am, if not older. I think I've been hangin' around a few lifetimes, however. I'm nocturnal; Sorry mom, you've raised an owl. I love curly hair, but I straighten mine. My favourite moments are the simplest imaginable; Being pushed around in a wheelbarrow from my best friend, singing along with a guitar and just the atmosphere of people swaying along with the music, when people don't see how great they are, star gazing, light peeking through the window when I wake up, reoccuring dreams, not being afraid of death, red lipstick, sitting in a tree, & holding hands.

Repeat

I'm in a sort of haze lately.
-losing track of time.
-days are going by too fast, honestly.

I'm still mainly happy, so it can't be anything awful.
Goodnight.

TTFN

It amazes me how much I learn within a day.
Today I learned that I deserve far more.
I also learned that a flashing red light means to stop, and then go.

I have mixed feelings on my "age." I constantly feel older than I am, therefor I believe I can handle so much more. I act, speak, and think more intellectually than many of my time when it comes to the nitty gritty of it. I just recently realized how young fifteen actually is. Hell, twenty-three is young. I can't help but feel 5-10 years older than that, though. I cope with things beyond me, and understand more than most fifteen year old's heads can even contain. I love in the sense of it's who I am. I don't like it because I'm still in this little young body of mine.
Ah well.

I just ate some swedish fish candies.

I have the Red Hot Chili Peppers stuck in my head.
Thanks, Kell.

That is all for now.